I am in hate right now.

I am in hate right now,

the kind of hate that breaks a heart and scars a soul.

I am in hate right now,

the kind that brings you to your knees in tears for someone else.

I am in hate right now,

I hate the darkness of your heart, the vile and emotionless creature.

The wolf in sheep’s clothing that gives all Christians a bad name.

The one that stands in between the pews and sings praises

but only to convince others of personal goodness.

I am in hate right now,

because of the love and respect that you didn’t deserve.

To classify you as an enemy

To see the hate and despair that eats at your soul.

To see you smile only to know that you’re hurt.

I am in hate right now,

Because I want so badly to wrap you in love

To let you know how it feels to be loved and honored.

You were my hero, my mentor, my friend.

Only to be cast aside because of your hatred.

I am in hate right now….

and I hate that most of all.

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